cutie

a cutie smiled at me today and called me 'jie jie'.
we took the same lift, and he just kept looking and smiling at me.





how cute.

=)

Anger.

sometimes people are so unfeeling, so ridiculously hypocritical and unsympathetic.
so insincere.

we wont lose anything if we spend one moment to spare a thought for somebody else.

everyone lives by their own rules. so more or less, they would subconciously expect others around them to live by the same rules. this i know.
but they shouldnt stereotype and criticise and despise.

that experience made me understand.
how terrible it is to feel like you are garbage and everyone around you looks at you with pathetic eyes.

some people have all the luck. so thats their good fortune.
but why must some people suffer so?

some just smile and everything goes right.
others try extremely hard yet nothing goes right.



imagine trying so hard and in the end all your efforts are wasted.

yes, the world is not fair.
sometimes, we just try not to complain too much.
because even so, we would not be able to change anything.



how i wish i have the courage to go.

health.

when people are most vulnerable, they are also most sensitive.
they start to realise who really care for them, and who dont.
at the same time they will wonder if they have done enough for people whom they love.

cancelled my tuition again.
guilty.

only when we're in the pink of health that we're able to live our lives happily.
no pills, no pain, no burden.
and what a huge burden it is.

but mom taught me something.
she told me once, not to worry about things that have not happened, what we need to do is just treasure the moment and be happy. that's more important.

but i want too much to be contented with what i have now.
yet i know, without health, i really have nothing.