the same place, the same people. but nothing else remains the same.
including myself.
it will be easier if pple can understand.
but if they dont know anything, they cant understand.
and i have no wish to explain things.
it is affecting me.
to an incredibly large extent.
i cant be who i was again.
i cant bring myself to pretend i am.
maybe i should just let it be.
let people go away, further and further away from me.
that's how it should be, i guess.
