i'm sorry, gal.
i really tried, but maybe it's still not enough.
i want to help, but it seems like i really cant do anything useful.
the wounds are so painful.
it irritates me that i cant open a bottle, wash my mug, even wash my own hair.
i feel like a useless freak.
just emotional at the moment.
i hate depressing entries too.
but nowadays, such thoughts keep flowing in.
i truly hope, she can find the happiness she has always wanted.
